What it feels like to be pissed at.
Have you ever thought of having somebody piss at you?
Got your attention? Lol. Figuratively, of course. My friends, who I love, have suddenly started to fade away from my life. I feel pissed at and I am almost ashamed of myself that I couldn’t grasp the reality that we’re all growing up.
I have matured in some point, I know, and I feel that the connection that me and my friends once have had suddenly vanished. It completely baffled me that at some point, we’ve started to drift away in our own lives.
Fourth year, as we all know, is one of the most fun and hectic year of our lives. And I feel that mine is nothing compared to other’s accomplishments in this age. What do I have to offer? My voice? My talent? My brains? What else?
I think being ridiculed at before you go off to college is unjustly. Those damned lower years think they’re all that but what are they compared to what I have been? I’m not special as what I may be perceived to be but at least I have the dignity to stand in my own feet and be myself and not hide in others’ shadows.
Reality check, everybody is different. May it be their smell, their hair, their attitude, their smile, we’re different in some ways and people don’t have to be made fun of because of flaws that each person has. So to those who are judgemental bitches out there, look at yourself in the mirror and see how ugly you really are.
Be proud of who and what you are. Change for the better if necessary but never change for the satisfaction of other people. You are an individual and ideally, I am too.
Ehem, am I still talking in first person? Good. Lol.
Oh well, I think I’ve had enough of an outburst today. Might as well end this here for the day. I have to go and do my project in AP anyways. =.=;;
Hugs and Kisses. x
